Remember?

Hey, did you remember 20 April 2014?
This is first for me to know... HIM.
Do you know? I'm very very happy and i'm so blessed.
I looking in to your eyes, so deep and i find the happiness in there.
I wanna always see your smile, holding my hand and you said "i already have a partner"
I never feel like this before. I wish we could catch our dreams to happy ever after.
You always teach me, you always explain HIM, cause i don't know everything about HIM. Everything is blank you know.
Almost every night, I search about this, i read... and still not understand finally i ask to you-_-
And now, i just wanna said, i'm happy... happy to have you..

Kalau kamu datang

Kalau kamu datang,

Aku berjanji tidak akan bertanya kenapa baru 5 bulan lalu

Kalau kamu datang, 

Aku berjanji tidak akan membuatmu berdiri didepan pintu terlalu lama

Kalau kamu datang, 

Aku berjanji tidak akan bertanya sudahkah kamu melupakan masa lalu mu.

Karena dengan langkahmu, 

aku  terbangun dari mati suri yang ku nina bobokan sendiri.

Kamu sudah datang, dan tolong jangan pergi

Aku lelah menjaga pintu, Aku lelah memulai lembaran baru, Aku lelah membereskan sisa sisa hati yang terluka.

Karena aku belum siap untuk menyudahi kebahagiaan ini

Karena kamu selalu membuat ku tertawa setiap harinya.

Bolehkah aku kembali berdoa kepada Tuhan agar semuanya tetap seperti ini?

Aku harap tidak ada orang jahat yang akan merusak semua nya.

Kamu... Wanita mana yang tak bisa kau luluhkan?

Wanita mana yang tak tergila-gila oleh mu?

Sesuatu hal yang aku percaya sampai saat ini,

Kamu menyayangiku dan ku harap akan terus begitu.

Selamat tanggal 5

Hai selamat bertemu tanggal 5 yang ke 5 bulan...
Tak terasa sebentar lagi menginjak setengah tahun. Dan aku sama sekali belum merasa sedikitpun bosan dengan semua ini. Kamu selalu membuatku tertawa, membuatku tersenyum, membuatku lupa dengan semua masalah-masalah kampus.
Jo... aku ngga tau lagi apa yang salah sama aku, kenapa aku bisa sayang banget sama kamu...
Jo... i feel like you're so much more than just my boyfriend. You are the one person i need to talk to when i've had a bad day, the one person i can rely on not to judge me. You are my best friend, my brother and to call you just my boy friend, would hardly give you justice..
I will love you when you're happy
I will love you when you're sad
I will love you when you're smile
I will love you when you're cry
I will love you when you're sleep
I will love you when you're argue
I will love you when you're healthy
I will love you when you're sick
I will love you when you're mine
I will love you when you're not.
I will love you when you're love me
I will love you when you're don't
But most importantly, i will love you always, i will love you when you love me too.
Jonathan... i fell in love with you.
I stay with you because i choose to
everyday that i wake up
every day that we fight, or disappoint each othe
I choose you over and over again, and you choose me. How lucky i am.
I want morning, noon and nightfall with you. I want your tears, your smiles, your laugh, your kisses...
The smell of your hair, of your shirt, the taste of your skin, the touch of your breath on my ear. There are my favorite.
I want to see you in the final hour of my life... to lay in your arms as i take my last breath..
i love our story... the ups, the downs, the twist and the turns, the love keeps us together through it all.
And i love looking back to the day we met, your attention, your smile, your smell and i always remembering all the sweet moments that are forever in my heart.
i love knowing that time has made us stronger and brought us even closer together. And when i think of tomorrow, wondering what our love story will hold.
I know it will be wonderful, for i'll be sharing it with you.
And the end... You're still be my priority, always.
I love you, thanku for every little things Jo.